People at work had been asking if I am feeling okay.. My response were constant..

A simple Yes - To ease them from worrying but not relieving anything off my troubled mind.. Even though I feel demoralized and the unwillingness of doing anything at all..

I know for sure I have to go through this phase myself.. Thanks for worrying bout me..


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Ya Allah.. Aku merayu kepadaMu untuk kau memberikanku kekuatan untuk mengatasi segala cabaran dan ujian yang telah kau sediakan untukku..

Oh Almighty Allah.. I come forth to you begging for you to give me the strength to clear all the obstacles and tests of my faith that you have prepared for me..

Aku hanyalah manusia yang lemah..

I am only a weak human being..

Air mata yang mengalir setiap malam, hanya Kau tahu bertapa sunyi hidupku serta segala perasaan pedih yang telahku alami selama ini..

The tears that I cried every night, only you know the utmost loneliness and the most pain my heart had experience all this while..


Show me the path..


I don't think I can carry on like this... not anymore...


Troubled Child signing out..