Troubled thoughts I have always been a troubled child, not behaviourally but mentally. A lways had a few troubles focusing my mind on a task on something for longer than 5 minutes and that has a negative impact on my daily life. Never able to fully complete a task without being put under pressure although that allows me to get my tasks done they are not done to the best standards they could be. Having so many troubled thoughts meant that I could never think for myself, the thoughts in my head were borrowed and picked up from society, my way of thinking was just like everybody else. I'd change my mind-set and character depending on who I was around or my environment in order to fit in and never be the odd one out although I do like to stand out every now and then and as a result I was never able to be my self and for that reason I now lack an identity of my own. Who am I? This and my beautiful boyfriend have encouraged me to embark on a new journey to find myself and f